So I thought I would post this here since you would never see this. Get over yourself. Ask for my help. Telling the world to "go fuck themselves" will not solve its problems. You're worrying your friends, is all you're doing. I care deeply about you, but you don't seem to give a fuck about me, or us for that matter. I really want to be happy. But you, with your doom and gloom and combat boots, has to tell me that hope is dead. I want hope. I want to try. I want to get through my senior year having the most fun I can ever have. I don't want to be alone. I want that special boy with me, because I know I deserve him. But you deserve some happiness too. But the only way to achieve it is so get off your sorry apathetic ass and go for it. I'm not trying to yell, or act like I'm some wise guru or some shit like that, but please consider it. And consider my feelings before you tell me you hate me in a text message. because i wanted to cry when you told me that. You yourself said it, "people can't take back the things they say no matter how sorry they are." So please think before you do so. You're a smart girl and I love you.


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